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Chose to leave. Filed the papers myself. Cried every night for three weeks after it was done anyway. Everyone around me acts confused because I'm the one who wanted out, like you can only grieve things that were taken from you. A friend mentioned reading something that finally validated that exact contradiction. Anyone else mourned something they chose to end?
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| Joeopop |
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Fifteen years in emergency dispatch here - had two calls that lived rent-free in my head for almost a decade. Department EAP felt like talking to someone reading from a checklist, zero traction. What actually helped wasn't retelling the events but untangling what I'd decided those events meant about me. My brain had quietly concluded "I'm responsible for things I couldn't control" and built a whole fortress around that belief. A supervisor passed along this piece on cognitive processing therapy: life transitions and mental health impact on wellbeing - focuses exactly on that meaning-layer underneath the memory rather than just exposure. First time something felt targeted rather than generic. The shutting down during sessions is real - I'd go completely silent mid-sentence for months. What helped was writing first, talking second. Gave me a step between the feeling and the room. High-exposure work puts you in a different category and generic counseling just doesn't account for that. You're clearly already asking the right questions.
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| SteveMicheal |
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